Rant and sadness blogs 

I really am. People keep asking so much of me these past few days, I can't handle it for much longer.
Don't get me wrong, I love the attention and all...
But It's ALL on the same day!
It's like, they plan to do something on the same day as everyone else.
So I have to pick what to do, or something.
Today. I can't say no to Bea, because she never goes out, and then when she asks me too, If I say no, she doesn't go out with EVERYONE else because I won't be there! It's Like I have to be there for her plans to uphold.
Today, I thought Ella was just going to come to mine...

i really hate it when she comes to my apartment at random times without telling me. last night, she came at 2am, damn it. i don't know why her father allows her to do that, i really don't.

she's really pissing me off.

man i found out some bad news for our cross country...which totally
kills my running spirit...and i think the rest of the hope for the
girls on my team. *rantish moment*ok soo my bff maria, her schedule got rly fucked
up this yr...she was suppose to get AP Gov & cross country but
didn't and she tried changing it...but stupid skool only has one AP Gov
class and its 6th per.*all sports are 6th per*and she said that she rly
wanted Mrs.Nicoletti & the class. So she's just deciding to not do
XC...D: *was feeling bummed cuz she's my running buddy...we were

Not, me hating school
since it hasn't started yet, and I can't wait to go back

but tits on all those who are like i hate school, its so boring
I want to cut my throat
(okay, maybe not the last one....)


anyway, seriously, without an education, you will spend your lives in ignorance an miss out on a bountiful of opportunities

and then die in regret
unless you live in the mountains and work your own shop or something

that's cool

but high school and middle school take up about 40 weeks of the year

that is not...

It sucked.

First of all, the bus never came in the morning.
So Death and I were freezing our asian butts off (well, she had a sweater -_-)
But this freshman gave us a ride to school, so that was aiight.

Then I get to school and they have the ac on -__-;;

So I go to my first period, engineering. The teacher was quite boring.
Talking about shocking ourselves if we're not careful.

And lunch was fine! (Besides the food, of course) After eating, I went on a little "date" with Chunga ;DD.
Yeah, after ditching Death :D
(And...

WHOO! It's Dei's first blog -pause- EVER! :D

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Oh great. School startss tomorrow.
I don't have my school crap ready.

I didn't finish my homework either.
I still have to finish my 18 journals AND an essay, and I heard the teacher's quite strict and a hardcore grader. -__-;; Joy.

And... I never finished chem D:

School sucks already.

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On the other handdd....
My sister's a little biatch.
But after a few punches and smacks, she's crying, which makes me feel a bit better :D

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Wouldn't it be sweet if we were all robots?
I think it would. Know why?
Because robots don't feel PAIN!
Robots don't feel anything really.
No emotions. No physical abuse. No mental abuse.
Robots are sweet.
Right. ON TO MY RANT!

I've been in pain for quite a while now. Bodily pain as in stomach aches, head aches, chest aches, blah! And my doctor(being the swell guy that he is) hasn't diagnosed or found the problem yet.
NO WAIT. Lets not say that. He HAS diagnosed(guessed). He just hasn't found the right one yet.
So far I have(for the stomach...

Hm.
Hm.
Hm.

What to say.
I guess, I just feel incredibly..
I can't even find a word for it. I can't think very well right now.

A fucking song. Ruined the day.
Because I liked it.
And...
God damn it all.

Just let me choke on my air supply, alright?
Or some kind of distraction.
Mm.
Isn't it great?
I'm not even saying what's wrong.

Let's just say I'm a bit heartbroken.

"Whatever."
What a fucking killer word to say.

-Abby out.

So I got up this morning at 7:45. I am supposed to get up at 7:30 but I have been getting up at 7:45 everyday anyway so its okay with me. I tra la la through the usual morning activities and things are going fine this morning until my first really great activity happened. And that would be my dad had not filled up the tank with gas for the past few days he had it. So now I had to do that, which was okay but it was a ten minute trip out of my way and made me later for class. Then I realized I got into a whole slew of traffic. But, that's pretty normal and I still was going to make it to class on...

Well, I am anyway.
And I'm sure you all know why, too.
If not, here's my "going-crazy-because-I'm-not-done-with-all-my-summer-work-shit" rant.

SCHOOL. STARTS. IN. SIX. DAYS.
AUUUUGH.

And I'm going absolutely batshit crazy because I have so much crap left to do.
Most of it being math, which, you know, SUCKS.
And history. So, sooo much to read. =___= And apparently stuff to answer too. Fuck.
I'm so glad that I didn't go for any more honors classes. I would have DIED.
Hear me?
ABBY WOULD GO BYE-BYE.
Either from suicide...

It is coming.
The apocalypse! World damnation! The prison cell that takes away my freedom! TOTAL CHAOS!

School is two weeks away.
T__________T


What's so bad about this you say?
Well lets make a list.
1. it's school.
2. it's SCHOOL!
3. My summer going bye bye!
4. Limited time on the computer! D:
5. HOMEWORK!
6. School itself! it's school!
7. Idiot Teachers.
8. HOMEWORK!
9. Waking up at unreasonable times. (You know, if school started later, I'd so want to go)
10. UNIFORMS. Gag.
11. Not being able to...

I'm very upset about this -____-;
All. I wanted. Was. ICE.
Ice! That's the only thing I wanted! For my Sprite!
But nooo.
I can't just have some ice!
I need an explosion of ice tray moments to kill my Sprite drinking mood!

-sighs and mutters-

If any of you care to know, which now you probably do because it says "ABBY'S Epic Fail', here's the story.

All I wanted was some ice, right? I did get it, but I accidentally dropped one. Okay, no big deal, just let the dog get it.
I go to put it back in the freezer with ONE...

I am

I really am sad ovwer the death of my assistant coach for my hockey team


Really, it has been bothering me, although I don't like to show emotions

but thosee darn winds always bring tears to my eyes, along with yawns



but Yeah, I mena someone who had been close to for the better part of two years, who has always been a bright spot oon our team, and even brough his kid on the ice with us, died a couple of weeks ago, at 26, and our hockey team went in our jerseys, because he was so proud of being apart...