In demand.

I really am. People keep asking so much of me these past few days, I can't handle it for much longer.
Don't get me wrong, I love the attention and all...
But It's ALL on the same day!
It's like, they plan to do something on the same day as everyone else.
So I have to pick what to do, or something.
Today. I can't say no to Bea, because she never goes out, and then when she asks me too, If I say no, she doesn't go out with EVERYONE else because I won't be there! It's Like I have to be there for her plans to uphold.
Today, I thought Ella was just going to come to mine for a bit. Now she's asking me to go to some thing called 'Scarestock' which, I kinda don't want to go to. And I'll have to dip into my hair money, which I've begged for, for DAYS!
Tomorrow, Crissi wants me to go out with her. When I really need to book my hair appointment. But I don't want to say no, because I miss her so much.
Monday, first day of school. Can't wait really, I miss a lot of my friends. But no doubt, most of them will ask me to come out after school, and since that arguement yesterday, the group has split into two, and I'm the only one who isn't on a 'side'. And I can't hang out with all of them, until its resolved. So, I just don't know.
Thursday I'm going to see him(: That's the highlight. But, of course, that day my friends want to go to town. So I'm going with them, then I'm going to see him. But my friends will want to go somewhere, and I hate the arkwardness of just me and him. So...
Saturday, I'll be going to town. That's a good thing, nothings getting in the way of that...yet.
Nexy Saturday, I'm going to see his band play(: I have NO clue how to get there, but he said I can call him, and he'll pick me up. haha. It's all the case of which friend is coming with me, because I refuse to go there alone. And A lot of my friends have never heard of this band, so most of them say no. Or one will come, and then be like 'no, I don't wanna go now'. Which annoys me.
I feel loved! yet...Demanded...