Rant and sadness blogs 

Okay, since when does 50 degrees become the high in the middle of May? No, wait, correction: the END of May? Normally by this point we'd be sweltering in swimming suits, praying for snow. Now no one is wearing shorts unless they're an idiot because It's FREAKIN COLD. Normally it'd be 80 something at least. No, instead we're getting cold rain and the high of this week so far was 74 or something. I'm going to turn into a popscicle and I'm not going to be happy.

Furthermore the last book in the Hunger Games trilogy doesn't come out until August 24th or something, and that means me...

IT'S HOT.

Like... 97 degree weather hot.

And this poses a problem, especially for me, because I always - ALWAYS - wear sweaters. And notshorts. And sneakers.
Even now, in a tshirt and shorts that would make me seem like a prostitute in public, I am burning. Melting. I wouldn't be surprised if my skin starts peeling off.
Hm. I wonder how Floridians or Californians survive this weather every day.

My mom keeps telling me that I have to make clothing choice changes, but I don't like showing my arms above the elbows. >.>
Apparently I wear clothes...

http://www.aolnews.com/story/north-korea-severs-all-ties-with-rival/966108

This little thing has been flashing in my AOL news banner for a while.
>.>

But, anyways, I'll try to make this good, since I suck at things like
this.

So there's been talk of war between North and South Korea. Honestly, I
don't want to see this happen because my eldest brother is stationed in
S. Korea. Of course, my dad says this is all...

>.< AUGH! WHY MUST HE LOVE TO CONFUSE MEH?!!?!?!?! -collapses on floor- ok so i met this guy at my best friends birthday party who is now in the hospital...T.T and she like him and another guy who was at a party...but i like the one who confuses me....of course...and he found out and hasn't done anything...waaahh!!!!! and today he got super mad at some dude and he hasnt rlly txted me back since he got some chick to help him...and i feel super bad...idk why...im confused! WAAH!! CAN'T SOMEONE HELP ME?!

woot! i dont have to take physiscs over again!!! (hopefully ) they is having summer skool!!! (unfortunatley...) woot~! (-_-;; wierdo) lol sorry thats my other me for now xD...im going crazy so...dont ask lmao! so i wont be on much at all from june 1st to june 30th ^w^

Dont get me wrong, i like spring and summer time, its great i get to show off my body and whatnot but what is most annoying about this hot weather especially at nighttime is the humidity.

Im in my room and the dense heat surrounding me is trying to suffocate me, it is rather upsetting,

and i know some of you ppl are thinking, well pass you you are egotistical and a weirdo, well get over it.

Here is the time i wish i was a real mist ninja, create some atmosphere up in this bitch

It's not what you think.

I bet it's not.

Recently, thought the Twilgiht phase has mostly passed, I've been thinking about it. Me, personally, I liked the series. I didn't go all nut-job crazy over it, but I did enjoy it. At first, I was addicted, but it waned after a while. Now, I hang around people who like it and who...don't like it, to say the least. And of the two groups, the people who don't like it are the most annoying.

Why? Because most of the time, they haven't even read the damn book. It's either "It's a girl book and therefore I don't like it",...

yesterday i asked to use the potty in physics. my teacher (being the ass he is) saw that i didnt have work done cuz i only had pens (he has random hatred of pens apparently) and wouldnt let me go. i started talkning back cuz he went into lecture mode about being a failure (harsh right? they've been trying to fire his ass for years) my two friends were laughing quietly and as soon as he turned around i almost slapped him across the back of his head. and when class started i almost go up and walked out!

Yeah like you see in the title I hate my dad why? you might ask well, it's pretty simple really it's just that he beat my mom when she was pregnant with my bro he cheated on my mom countless of times and yet she still forgave him until like 4 years ago when she divorce him BEST DAY OF MY LIFE he denies my lil sis as his daughter even though my sis loves him no matter what and just like 3 months ago he came back asking for forgiveness and now my life is going down hill WHAT SHOULD I DO?

I'm insanely behind in math. Which may be surprising, but it's not for me, and I missed a section due to standard testing and stuff, stuff that happens every year, which I have no problem with. The problem is my STUPID STUPID STUPID math teacher, who's supposed to not even ASSIGN anything to the kids testing. So I missed two days of math so I could get high scores on my tests. They turned out really high. My first test though was low because I rushed so I could get to math on time so I wouldn't miss a section. The principal was royally annoyed, not at me, but at my math teacher because he (the...

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asldjfasdlkjas;ldfhasdjvhask;djfhasdjfhasdfjaskjsdf EVIL TEACHER!!!!! TT_TT sent me on a wild goose chase......

okay so, we're starting our south-east asia unit, and i need to make 6 pie graphs. 2 for a country, so 3 countries. it's supposed to be the imports of a country on one graph, and exports on the other.

problem

I CANT FIND THE FRICKEN PERCENTAGES FOR ANYTHING BUT IMPORTS AND EXPORTS TO THE USA!!!!!!!!

TT_TT i feel so bad because i'm on a team, and i'm gonna let them down... just.... adslfaksuriasfcjkuhgkjfjkdadskf *insert loud violent angry...

^_^ MAI WEEKEND WAS LOTS-O-FUN!!!!!!! first it started off super bad lmao one of my sisters tried running away again... =_=;;;; BUT I WAS A HERO AND BROUGHT HER BACK HOME I AM SO PROUD OF MY SELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i went to a drive in and stayed up til like 330 in the morning and got up at 8 (but i woke up evry hour -_-) and went to the cherry blossom festival with mai friends! I MADE A FISH now i have a nekozawa button and a pikachu on mai face~ but im in school write nao so idk when ill b back on TT.TT

Emotions are easily tangled. Like a fragile thread, that's been wound up one too many times.

After years of being emotionally tangled, you grow sick of it.

You grow sick of waking up everyday, with swollen eyes. You get sick of living everyday, crying acidic tears - that seem to leave invisible trails of scars down your cheeks.

How much, is too much?

Is it too much, when you used to contemplate suicide? Then suddenly, you've given up on the hope - because you know you can't do naything right?

Is it too much, when you are afraid to go...

I HAVE SUMMER CLASSES! D:

nooo! not because i failed any subjects or anything! D: but it's a prerequisite subject for a minor i'm taking up this coming school year! D:

classes start next next week! D:

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

but i will have fun lmao. cause i have to!

weeeeeeeeeeeee!! mikelalo promised to bring me bread every week if i endure it lmao.

D: AND I MISS MIKELALO!!! but...

I LIIIIIIIIVVEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ISH NOT DEAD BUT I ISH ALIIIIIIIVE!!! lol alive has LIVE in it and u can make LIVE into LIVER! i am goin CRAZY! i am the one who always gets cuaght up with getting confused wiff friends so im like MUTUAL and comfort both side...

i've always had this issue of needing sleep, for a few months now. i got myself in situations that i knew would render me with as little sleep as possible. but i always thought i'd find ways to compromise with whatever situation i'm in and get some sleep.

somehow, i've been able to pull it off. for years now. except these few weeks. things just ran down like a landslide. work has been busier and school has been throwing in all homeworks and projects and quizzes since finals are coming up. (and damn it, sometimes at work, i'd have to do some stuffs that aren't even part of my job description....

gahh i have had so many problems with my friends. JUST GET ALONG ALREADY!!! >

I feel so bad for Haiti, and now while I was getting ready to go on WOTN, on yahoo, I saw a news report on Chile, a big South American country that makes wonderful lemon seeds, was hit by a 8.8 earthquake! THAT IS MY FAV SOUTH AMERICAN country, I feel so bad for those Chileans. They expect the body count to be worse than that of Haiti's, Yet it is unconfirmed. ALSO, Hawaii has been alerting a Giant Tsunami heading straight for them. Lilo and stitch, please do not die, but seriously what is up with all the natural disasters, huh? I think...

D:




I didn't want to go home, it was worse than leaving ashram in a way, because I will never see my friends again in my life.

And and and and, we did awesome things together! like tour the parliament building, play the jumping game, punching me in the eye (okay, that wasn't as fun), Canada 360 and more!




Depression will strike me down for the next while......

pissed off that i have to be at school at 5am for some stupid marathon. i run a lot whenever i'm late for school so i don't need this shit. -__-;; and to think i have to be there at 5am during a sunday. can't even get some sleep tonight, so many things to do. damn it.

monday's a holiday for us but i have to be at school for some fieldwork. damn it.
the following days consist of exams. wow, what a way to spend the days. i have work alongside.

so pissed i just really don't want to study for those exams anymore. come what may. pft, if only i can. -__-;;

Tell me how nad this is. Most of you know Des hits the gym everday for at least 4 hours. My best friend "13" is usually my gym partner but his gf goes with me when he is at work..i have a gf btw. ANyways we go and chill and workout

now i go this morning ..when she messages me saying she cant go probably anymore ever...i ask her why and she finally tells me because my best friend "13" and his family thinks she has a "thing" for me. What the hell is this bull shlaka?! i dont even see her like that i just like to workout..made me pretty upset that they got...

Alright, a different site I go to, I'm ranting about some of the lesser intelligent members.

And to those who ask, a fluff is a word often used by pagans, to lightly call someone who claims themself to be of some form of a (generally) neopagan path, without any, or little information on that which they claim to be.

Right at the moment, the big one is those who claim to be Wiccan, or trying to. The fact is, unless you're over 18, you can't even try to, there's an exception. Your family is Wiccan, and they initiate you when you give consent to joining.

On top of that,...

im starting to think that god doesnt like it when i have too much fun or good luck. just because i had a wonderful valentines day he makes the hell fall over me the next day.

so, school sucked really bad yesterday. i got hit in P.E and im starting to think that my nose has a fracture or something. it have been hurting over 24 hours. also someone broke the lock to my locker and stole my wallet. a lot of money and important cards dissappeared. and also, i have so many hws i think im going to break down soon. i sat 5 hours yesterday, writing an essay and im not done with it yet.

LMOA GUESS WHAT! im at my grammas! she like the annoying president of munchkins! Shes just so short! I'm like a giant compared to her!!! ok...um i got nuthin to say....ummm.....*sings the meow mix song*........NIMATODESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! yea....bye bye now....*jumps out window with a box of ur chezzy snacks*

MWAHAHA i found ze blogs and now i shall rant here too for ppl said it wuld make a good blog!!!!!! lmao i luff this site...it makes me feel so good inside!!

ok so on wed. some dude was ruining JEFF DUNHAM'S SHOW for me so went into the emo corner... and what rlly ticked me off was that him and my two other friends followed and i felt all cornered so i went to my happy place...i killed him in my happy place and the only evil left in the world for me to defeat was all the...

Well, the story behind this essay is this: two days ago, 3 kids in my classroom were talking during a mini quiz so everybody was assigned an essay. Since I am who I am, I was pretty darn ticked since I wasn't talking. Well, I decided at first to refuse to write the essay, but then my parents said that I should be evil and just write the essay. This is my masterpiece that I am turning in tomorrow.

How to Maintain
Speaking To One Another In a Whisper While Oral Exams Are...

My parents died when I was 10 its been 5 years since. Also my mom died of a stroke and dad of lung cancer.

Okay. So today I heard that the Pope was going to be visiting the UK this September, as he condemed a new drive that one of our politicians Harriet Harman wanted to put into place.

This was an equality drive, that the Pope considered to be enforcing sinful behaviour.

Now, I don't mind if he comes here or protests against whatever bill he'd like to, cause... he's the Pope, so he can.. but

1) £20million ... just for his visit.. that WE have to pay for.
Thats even if we don't like the Pope/Christianity.. [not saying I don't, just sayin']
2) The amount...