by floating in the ice cold abyss
my soul is what i will always miss
my limbs are chained to the bottom of hate
so this is how the dark is my fate
i saw nothing but the blue
all around me and i knew it was true
i was to be there forever in wait
for the one to come along and change my fate
the dark only grew and the sorrow only spread
all the images of hate were in my head
but suddenly the cold had withdrawn
and the feeling of hate was forever gone
then suddenly the darkness had delayed
and the sorrow that i felt was finaly decayed
i had openend my eyes to see a light
the chains that kept me still had fallen out of sight
i could finally move and open my eyes
i stood on my own two feet and saw a suprise
he stood there holding out his hand with a warm smile on his face
i will never forget the warm feeling of his embrace
i knew that i was happy around him
even though the chances were slim
we then parted without realy saying goodbye
i felt though that i was way to shy
we saw each other again only to laugh and play
but to quickly came the end of the day
we exchaned numbers and said our goodbyes
only to talk again, bringing happiness in my eyes
we talked and laughed and joked to our best
when suddenly i felt a beeting in my chest
it had a rythem that changed from fast to slow
what was this inside of me i realy didnt know
i think its called a heart or so ive heard
fluttering inside me like a little bird
my blood, it was flowing
and my heart, it kept beeting
i could feel it without a touch
this heart of mine it was beeting so much
the heart, it was mine, i called it my own
but the control of it, to me, was not known
i feel as if it had been taken
foreverinside me but always foresaken
my heart was his with out him knowing
emotions passed through me, coming and going
things settle down we barely know each other well
only to have the truth to me you tell
it was to sudden i had to hear
he had gone out with my friend in the last year
yes they were over but it hurt me still
for her and i were a comparison to kill
we were nothing alike but still friends, and so
this was the truth i had dared to know
i felt so dumb, so stupid, so ill
my life was a tragedy and my heart was the kill
is this what i gat for bieng unshy
a knife in my heart, and tears to cry
for once in my life i had spoken out
i had a lot of fun but now there is doubt
the ghosts of the past try to enter once more
the cold rushes in, and darkness comes through the door
the hate quikly made its way to my heart
as it shattered and finally fell apart
i looked as it lie on, the cold hard ground
for no more to me would it be bound
i knew this was stupid, so dumb, so bad
but for some reason i didnt want to be sad
i didnt give up though i knew it would never be the same
i looked at my heart and saw that love is a war game
i sewed it together to the best of my skill
it was still fucked up looking so ill
i lit it on fire and tossed it in the air
to once again feel the beeting that drew me to this dispare
i stood up straight though my legs did shake
and deep inside my i knew that this hope was fake
it was alli had second to none
i felt ok and the sorrow was nearly done
hangin with my friends at the end of the day
not a care in the world and throwing our time away
walking and talking and joking about beng a slueth
only to once again hear the truth
another friend and him it couldnt be true
i promised and lied to them saying i wouldnt be blue
i turned and walked away
going to my house to end my day
i saw my heart drop to the ground
and only sadness was what i found
i didnt pick it up or even think
about how far my soul had begun so sink
then i realized that some things are true
the heart and soul are one not two
auras or others and expressions on there faces
tell that they are happy 'cause they're in wonderfull places
so i left my heart to rot in the sun
and i know that the darkness had come
the sadness bursts through
hate and sorrow are forever, to me, true
i find myself floating once more in the dark cold place
there is no expression lying across my face
my aura is gone, i might as well be dead
and now there is nothing going through my head
for i am the one who is darkness prone
this place is where i will stay forever and i will always be alone
my soul is what i will always miss
my limbs are chained to the bottom of hate
so this is how the dark is my fate
i saw nothing but the blue
all around me and i knew it was true
i was to be there forever in wait
for the one to come along and change my fate
the dark only grew and the sorrow only spread
all the images of hate were in my head
but suddenly the cold had withdrawn
and the feeling of hate was forever gone
then suddenly the darkness had delayed
and the sorrow that i felt was finaly decayed
i had openend my eyes to see a light
the chains that kept me still had fallen out of sight
i could finally move and open my eyes
i stood on my own two feet and saw a suprise
he stood there holding out his hand with a warm smile on his face
i will never forget the warm feeling of his embrace
i knew that i was happy around him
even though the chances were slim
we then parted without realy saying goodbye
i felt though that i was way to shy
we saw each other again only to laugh and play
but to quickly came the end of the day
we exchaned numbers and said our goodbyes
only to talk again, bringing happiness in my eyes
we talked and laughed and joked to our best
when suddenly i felt a beeting in my chest
it had a rythem that changed from fast to slow
what was this inside of me i realy didnt know
i think its called a heart or so ive heard
fluttering inside me like a little bird
my blood, it was flowing
and my heart, it kept beeting
i could feel it without a touch
this heart of mine it was beeting so much
the heart, it was mine, i called it my own
but the control of it, to me, was not known
i feel as if it had been taken
foreverinside me but always foresaken
my heart was his with out him knowing
emotions passed through me, coming and going
things settle down we barely know each other well
only to have the truth to me you tell
it was to sudden i had to hear
he had gone out with my friend in the last year
yes they were over but it hurt me still
for her and i were a comparison to kill
we were nothing alike but still friends, and so
this was the truth i had dared to know
i felt so dumb, so stupid, so ill
my life was a tragedy and my heart was the kill
is this what i gat for bieng unshy
a knife in my heart, and tears to cry
for once in my life i had spoken out
i had a lot of fun but now there is doubt
the ghosts of the past try to enter once more
the cold rushes in, and darkness comes through the door
the hate quikly made its way to my heart
as it shattered and finally fell apart
i looked as it lie on, the cold hard ground
for no more to me would it be bound
i knew this was stupid, so dumb, so bad
but for some reason i didnt want to be sad
i didnt give up though i knew it would never be the same
i looked at my heart and saw that love is a war game
i sewed it together to the best of my skill
it was still fucked up looking so ill
i lit it on fire and tossed it in the air
to once again feel the beeting that drew me to this dispare
i stood up straight though my legs did shake
and deep inside my i knew that this hope was fake
it was alli had second to none
i felt ok and the sorrow was nearly done
hangin with my friends at the end of the day
not a care in the world and throwing our time away
walking and talking and joking about beng a slueth
only to once again hear the truth
another friend and him it couldnt be true
i promised and lied to them saying i wouldnt be blue
i turned and walked away
going to my house to end my day
i saw my heart drop to the ground
and only sadness was what i found
i didnt pick it up or even think
about how far my soul had begun so sink
then i realized that some things are true
the heart and soul are one not two
auras or others and expressions on there faces
tell that they are happy 'cause they're in wonderfull places
so i left my heart to rot in the sun
and i know that the darkness had come
the sadness bursts through
hate and sorrow are forever, to me, true
i find myself floating once more in the dark cold place
there is no expression lying across my face
my aura is gone, i might as well be dead
and now there is nothing going through my head
for i am the one who is darkness prone
this place is where i will stay forever and i will always be alone
