by As I lay here listening to Secondhand Serenade
I cry in pain from the hearts old fade
Vanishing into my memories of care
I know it was you who was there
I bleed a deep red velvet
seeping into the track below my feet
I wanted to be your anchor
I wanted to be your lover
It hit me so hard more so that I can't breathe
Take my heart and this knife as I set its release
Scarred upon your very hands you've been marked in my heart
Please don't run away from whats meant to be
Looking through the solace of your eyes
I know its hard for you to say those unwanted words
they brought back hurtful things to my soul that I seemlessly want to move backwards within the fog of yesterday
Cast aside my feelings but those words burn
Burn with foul claws that I want to wretch away
Your choice was deep and regretful
the pain I know it must be but you had been suffering in your own trapped soul
The future holds only whatever we want it truth be told
I could see within your eyes that you didn't want to lose me
But you haven't lost anything my heart sits within your hand still forever to be
My soul crumbles in regret of what I've caused
still feeling the wallowed feelings
I can't forget you I can't let you go
You mean too much to me more than you can know
I cry in pain from the hearts old fade
Vanishing into my memories of care
I know it was you who was there
I bleed a deep red velvet
seeping into the track below my feet
I wanted to be your anchor
I wanted to be your lover
It hit me so hard more so that I can't breathe
Take my heart and this knife as I set its release
Scarred upon your very hands you've been marked in my heart
Please don't run away from whats meant to be
Looking through the solace of your eyes
I know its hard for you to say those unwanted words
they brought back hurtful things to my soul that I seemlessly want to move backwards within the fog of yesterday
Cast aside my feelings but those words burn
Burn with foul claws that I want to wretch away
Your choice was deep and regretful
the pain I know it must be but you had been suffering in your own trapped soul
The future holds only whatever we want it truth be told
I could see within your eyes that you didn't want to lose me
But you haven't lost anything my heart sits within your hand still forever to be
My soul crumbles in regret of what I've caused
still feeling the wallowed feelings
I can't forget you I can't let you go
You mean too much to me more than you can know
Toshiro~ ^_^ x3
