As for you, it is sad. You have victimized yourself into a point of feeling prejudice no matter what happens. Not a rare case of life, but a sad one. I wish you luck and I do hope that someday you can overcome this belief that the world is prejudiced against you. As I have often said, in 1959 white people needed to learn about races and get over their issues, but in 2009 it is the turn of the races who need to learn about them. I do wish that someday minorities won't see themselves as victims and that we can all just see ourselves as Americans, and happy to be one. No one will care about where other people came from, and that also means that people from other areas won't force their cultures on America, but instead we will all just be, Americans.
But, I know, that is far too utopian to ever realize.