Banouin wrote: amaterasu wrote: Banouin wrote: amaterasu wrote: Banouin wrote: amaterasu wrote: Banouin wrote:I don't get why you have to make us out like we are jerks with comments like: Please do not insult my intelligence although I know its tempting for some of you.
Do you really think we are that bad that we want to come and insult you ever time you post an Idea?
And why are you assuming I am out to make you look like jerks?
These comments are usually the way I speak, I don't see a problem here
Then you lack some real social skill dude. If you talk like that.
I'm not assuming anything. You point it out in your comments. If you're not trying to say that. Then don't use comments like that.
yeah, that's because I grew up in an Anti-Social household
If I'm not going to say it then don't use it?
I don't understand what you're trying to say
but any thoughts on my theory though?
How do you not understand what I'm telling you?
I said why are you trying to make it out like we are out to get you. You said you were not.
Then work on how you say stuff cuz it comes out like you are.
Easy to get.
Q told me why he thinks its a bad idea, and I agree.
Because I can talk like that, I usually talk different than others, and I have to freedom to do so, and its within reasonable limits. I am not hurting anyone by the way I speak or the way I structure my sentences or the wording that I use so really there isn't a problem with it. Had you come up here to where I live you would know that I usually don't speak the best and my sentences and words uses are a bit off from others.
So unless you have a big problem with the way I say my sentences, I don't see why you and Q made a deal out of them. You two (more so Q anyways) have been rather odd since I came back, and it's just odd.
Also, I know Q said he thinks it's a bad idea, but that doesn't mean anything. If you just keep saying it's a bad idea, but don't say why it's a bad idea, nothing will ever move
We have acted oddly? Well, erm, gee, gosh. I don't know why Ama!
*Holds up sarcasm sign*
It can't be the way you left now could it? No, see. You don't think you did anything wrong with it. But there was a reason why we banned you. But again, we unbanned you the moment you asked. We are nice.
You have all the freedom in the world, you're right. Go for it, live it up!
But when you word things in such a way you come off as a jerk. Yeah, we really want to hear you out when you act like that man.
Even when you have a good idea, you put it in a way where we roll our eyes at the way you word it.
"Oh, this is a good idea guys! But you hate me and are out to get me, so I know you wont hear it out." = We wont hear it out over how busy we are rolling our eyes.
This is also why we have not even told you why this idea is bad. We really don't want to put up with it.
You can be really cool Ama. You have been before in the past. I know it.
But you have this thing with wanting to be the different one. Or something. That and you really really lack skills when talking to others. That is a bad thing, it will lead to many many many many misunderstandings along your path in life.
I wish you luck my friend.
Well golly, if I could actually say I'm sorry and actually mean it I would, but I'm not a person who will say their sorry when they are not. You see, I know you guys don't like what I did, and that's fine and understandable and all that. You feel that I have cheated you in some way, remember Paul's words in first Corinthians (1 Corinthians 6:7) Why not just accept the injustice and leave it at that? Why not let yourselves be cheated? (new living translation)
I don't particularly feel like I have cheated you or Q or any other person/group except Mist, I don't know if you will understand what I am about to say or not, but hopefully you will. Since Mist is its own village, you nor Q nor any other kage are really affected by most of the choices that we make (or at least think of making, since there are hardly any active people on the site to make decisions, even then they have to be approve by others.)
It seems that I might have betrayed your trust, and I probably did. Maybe you didn't think I would act wildly, or act strange, that I could really be trusted with a position and not be mood-swingish.
Well I guess that might have been too much because I have greater mood swings than most teen girls. I also don't like telling people my thoughts so easily. I decided to leave, I new that if I told Q or anyone else, they would either say fine go ahead and we will do something about the Mist village situation (didn't actually think of that one) or he would try to convince me of staying. So I said, bugger all I'm doing this, and I did do this. Like I said before I don't feel sorry about it. If you think I'm acting like a jerk, that's fine with me, I don't particularly care what others think about me anymore. Not that I can really say I am who I was in February since my concussion and everything has messed me up pretty good, and I probably won't be the same person you knew before for a year or so since it took about 6 months for me to return to normal from my concussion 5 years ago.
If you have a problem with anything I say or do, why not tell me privately in a pm? I haven't received a pm from anyone concerning about what I did. I had to talk to Q and even then I don't think he was happy during our conversation which lasted like 3 pms.
I'm always willing to listen, if you could have said hey ama. we don't like what you did, and you go through the reasons why in a manner that is peaceful and gentlemanly like, you would fine a pleasant conversation and probably we would come out with an agreement. I don't dislike you Banouin, or have I ever, with Q it kind of changes depending on what happens (its like a sine graph, sometimes we are good friends and other times we are bitter towards each other).
I know I have terrible skills talking with others, that's because I grew up in an Anti-social household. I also don't get most sarcasm. I usually am naive and can be taken advantage of. I'm totally fine with that, I don't know if you have a problem with that or not, but I'm not trying to be someone I'm not, I'm trying to be myself, and I am really different than a lot of people and severely different from what society expects. Also I should add that I march to the beat of my own drum. If I wanted to I would probably walk through a street full of protesters just to get to the other side even if there was an easier way around, even if I got hurt of something, just because that is who I am.
I make my threads like this for a reason, if you don't like the wording, you can ignore the thread completely or just the wording, if something like this upset you, then maybe you should step back and evaluate why it upsets you and if its worth it. If you want to contribute by saying this is why your theory doesn't work, that is fine. But you and Q came in here complaining about my wording, how is that setting a good example or proving a point, aren't you just doing that same as me and causing trouble?
One of the reasons I have enjoyed naruto of late is because it talks about the cycle of hatred and how if someone decides to take an action and not retaliate, then the who cycle collapses. However if you try to get back at that person or group, the cycle will continue and meaningless bickering will happen.
I'm glad you wish me luck, because I'll need it, and hopefully you will get lucky too.
by 
Toshiro~ ^_^ x3
