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Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Morning Clair.

Afternoon :P hehe.

how are you?

Feeling a little sick, and a little saddened from my failure to solve my problem.

You?

What problem?

I'm okay... cold. Dx

Remember yesterday when I tried to make it seem like it was my fault that Gaaras secret got out? Well........ I wanted to make it my fault. I can't stand having everyone forgive and forget. I wanted someone to say I screwed up.

*puts a blanket on you* I know the feeling.

=__= thats really odd, Zeo~

Yay, thank you :3 *drinks my hot tea* :D

CLAIRVOYANTdisease wrote:=__= thats really odd, Zeo~

Yay, thank you :3 *drinks my hot tea* :D

I haven't been told I screwed up for the longest time ever......... only forgiven. Its like Im being left out in the sun. Instead of helping me, its giving me a sunburn......... know what im saying?

Not really ^_^;;

Only Cuppy could understand what im saying........

Heh, I just think its a lil bit silly.. is all~

Its quite the mental thing for me though.

Everyone being so nice to me......... it felt good, but now its like im drowning in lukewarm water. I need a balance. I need people to say I screwed up........

and I was so close yesterday with Baku...........

Eh, you need to realise that everyone likes you and will be nice to you... deliberately looking for people to say you screwed up for nothing is silly, and wont get you anywhere in life.

Im sorry Clair, but I have to say this........

*takes a deep breath* YOU GUYS ARE KILLING ME!!!!!! Your kindness is doing me more harm then good! If I don't get addressed for doing something wrong, I will just become plain out emotionless! I can't handle all this........

*dashes out of the bar*

Weirdo o_O

Haha, I've never been told I'm too nice before.

Indeed I am a weirdo.

I'll try again with explaning it.

Chocolate.

To me, its like chocolate. Its delicious, and I want alot, but if I eat to much, I get sick.

For some reason, when people are so kind to me, I just grow kinda sick of it. I want variety. I wanted someone to say I screwed up, instead of always forgiving me.

and im starting to feel kinda emotionless from it all.

but I can't help it if people don't understand.

Eheheheh..... ^^;;;;

Hey Q.

Hi Zergio.

Zergio, here's a quick idea. Maybe the reason we forgive and forget so fast is because we really don't care if you screw up now and again. You're overall liked, and we understand that no one's perfect. Everytime you screw up we're not going to toss you into a fire, because we understand that people aren't perfect. So we just don't care if you screw up now and again. If you screwed up everyday and annoyed the crap out of us, then yes, we'd subject you to punishment.

But you don't. So we don't care.

Or at least that's how I feel. You also haven't really done anything that big that merits a verbal beatdown.

I know, but it just feels weird. Left or right, right or wrong, I don't seem to get in trouble.

alot of people wouldn't react as I do, but I feel like I should be punished, even a tiny bit, every once in a while ._.

Cuppy tried to help me, but in the end, the plan failed, so I tried to cheer myself up all day.

To be truthful, I was ticked off most of this morning ._.

quater wrote:Haha, I've never been told I'm too nice before.

Cause secretly you're an evil villan!

Fine, want punishment?

Shut up. You're annoying me for being whiny about not being punished, to be frank. That right there in itself is stupid. You're upset that we're not punishing you when we don't really care? Well sorry, dude. But frankly, you can't force us to punish you anymore than you can force us to do anything. Oh, you're unhappy that you don't have enough variety?

Make your own variety, Zergio. It's not up to us to entertain you and meet your whims. If you feel you need to be punished but aren't, then get over it. Do better the next time you screw up. Frankly, we're not your parents and we won't send you to your room. The real world doesn't work like that. Screw up here enough and eventually we just won't like you, talk to you, be your friend. We don't punish you, that's just lame. Unless you did something admin wise troublesome.

You're unhappy with us because you're becoming emotionless, in your eyes? Dude we have no power over that. You're the only one who can become emotionless. If you feel like you're emotionless then blame yourself, not us. You're mad at us for not being the kind of babies that get upset everytime you do something wrong? Sorry, you're barking up the wrong drama tree. That's not Way Of The Ninja's thing. I can hand you a list of a thousand RP sites that get upset over small crap like that if you really want it. Or you can stay on WOTN where we sort of act mature.

I guess that really is it, dude. We're mature here. We just don't care about small stuff. If you want a site that gets upset over the small stuff there's trillions of pathetically immature drama laden sites out there. But you won't be happy after you've tasted the WOTN.

CLAIRVOYANTdisease wrote:

quater wrote:Haha, I've never been told I'm too nice before.

Cause secretly you're an evil villan!

Don't I know it.

How are you today, Q? ^_^

CLAIRVOYANTdisease wrote:How are you today, Q? ^_^

Pretty good. ^_^

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