January Sucks.

It really does.

I've been meaning to write a rant anyways about a number of things. So this is will sound a little disjointed. But what the hell do I care? It's 2:00 a.m. I don't care.

I mean, life isn't as awful as it could be, but hell, I'm allowed to complain, right?
So if my last exam is now on Monday, because there's a random snow day, and I have to study on a weekend that I was originally going to goof off on, and now I can't watch Zombieland with Aichu, and we only have one day off before school instead of two, am I not allowed to be a little pissed off?

I'm sure I'll get the "But think of all the people who have a right to complain!" comments, and by all means, if you feel the urge, go for it. I'm writing this more to vent.

And what, exactly, is an emotional hypocrite?

School, school, school. I could live without it.

People who put on a front, who pretend to be what they're not, I can't stand it. But what evidence do I have to call them out on it? Most of the time, I want some of them to do something obviously awful, something bluntly mean or unfair, so I can say something.

Am I being hypocritical? Maybe. Probably. But some people will lie right to my face. And sometimes, I can look at them and think, "You're lying to me and I know it." And there's one person who does it daily. And it's infuriating.

It sounds like I hate my friends. I don't. I have a lot of really amazing friends that I know I'm lucky to have. But some of them don't seem to feel the same way. And really, it's makes me sad as well as angry.

And while we're on the topic of hypocrisy, what do you do when it's a teacher or a parent who is the hypocrite? I'm told to just grin and bear it. If it's unfair, hey, what can you do?
What if I'm tired of my math teacher pulling some bullshit move on us? What if they do something I know is wrong?
What if our math teacher gives us a surprise test because we were rude to the supply teacher, and she sticks her head in the class and laughs at us? Can't someone stand up and say, "You have no right."
Granted, that didn't happen this month. But still.

I want to say something. I want to be able to say, this is not right. This is not fair. The world's not fair, I know. Does that mean I should stand by and let it happen? I don't think so.

You know how many times I've deleted paragraphs in this before posting it? To you, it's nothing.
To me, it's how I feel. So it means something.

Congrats if you read it all. This is the end.