Some people live in a house on a hill.

Thus, the day closes in.
And, well, I guess it was a bit of a rocky day.
Somewhat depressing, I suppose.

But, no details there. Absolutely not. People would go batshit crazy :/

But, ehm.
I don't know.
Things could have gone much better today.
I completely blame school for my misery. All the time, it's school's fault.
I know for me it hasn't even started yet, but just the fact that it's coming shows just how terrible it's going to make my life.
Yes, I'm overdramatic, sue me.

The mixture of feelings I have right now are...not very good.
I'm tired.
I'm scared.
I'm very worried.
I feel like just breaking down, melting, everything all at once.
Ugh.
Things just don't feel right today.
It could be because I feel sick.
Probably not.
Fck me sideways.

I wish he were back home.
I don't know if he signed off because he was getting food or because he's upset at me :/
I think it was to get food...
I really hope so.

Mm. I wish today had gone better. I feel like such a screwup today. It's ridiculous.
Felt like throwing up all day, too.
Probably just nervous. Damn school.
Die die die die.
Just die.

See? Not only are my blogs short and boring, but they're depressing too.

Come home. Please.

-Abby out.