Tears-Poem

God, why do I do this?
It's like all I do is cry
Even as I'm sitting here
And I really don't know why
Yet, the tears are so refreshing
They alone make any sense
And my body keeps on shaking
But it's all that really fits
The ever-silent sobbing
Making sure that no one knows
Creating scars that mar the skin
Blood as red as any rose
Such never ending misery
Would throw any into despair
And with such never ending torture
I should learn just not to care
I should really brush things off
Live a life that is carefree
Because this person now created
In no way resembles me
She'll act okay with others
Because for that time she is
But once she's all alone
She has to face her sins
She knows she's insignificant
That no one really cares
She knows that she is worthless
And that life is never fair
She knows she causes problems
And she'll forever stay unloved
She knows torture doesn't end
And that there is no up above
She knows she's not an angel
She's a devil at it's best
Bringing pain upon all others
Never giving a single moment's rest
Ruining the lives of those around her
Taking them all away from light
Into a world of never ending darkness
A world of never ending night