Lighthouse

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

2bloodly2love wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:ok thats good *suddenly latches onto bloodly* i cant believe her why would she try that...

I know.... I need to scream at her... It's.... just not right. I'm going to have death-chan scream with me ^_^;;

*looks down* she promised......

I'm sorry... I will scream at her later.

that was so not what i wanted to have happen today that was the last thing...

I... was feeling so good the past few days too...

ive been trying to feel better this just made it so much worse....

there good there from japan.... they come in a bag like chips do ...
*sighs*

there's just been so much drama going on in my life... First this... now her....

I'm growing old..........



But I guess... All the better to experience the real world before it catches you.

yeah.... lets change the subject have you ever ate roasted peas?

I don't think so... >_>

^_^;; the quote's messed up

dammit there good they come packeaged like chips

oh! those things! Yeah, I've had them ^_^

I like the wasabi ones the best

i have yet to try the wasabi ones but i had some and now im addicted lol

They sell them everywhere in China and Japan! I love them! <3

i bet lol
i coan only find then in a few places lol

I've seen them in orental stores a few times ^_^;;

same lol ive also found dried squid lol

I'm going to bed now.... It's... been a long day.

Goodnight everyone.

Banouin wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Banouin wrote:

sup

not much trying not to go completely insane

shugo1226 wrote:

Banouin wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Banouin wrote:

sup

not much trying not to go completely insane

o.O sry?

Banouin wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Banouin wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Banouin wrote:

sup

not much trying not to go completely insane

o.O sry?

its ok.... im jsut so pissed and hurt but im trying not to let it get to me...

haku ava.... *sighs* just like him i have no purpose anymore...

like doesn't mean same....
you still can have purpose

hmmm...depressing place...des can cheer you up

yay!!!

any snack?

*sits alone listening to thursday*

Yay!
Music is good for the soul!

*sings along*
If we run far away do you think we will ever die?
We'll throw these books in the fire
Can you stop the train
Cause it some delay?
The change machine lied
And it's too late to scream

How long is the night?
It's never over
The ribbon was tied
But the card was never read
The ribbon was crimson
The color of the night

Can you see the handwriting on the walls
And on the autumn leaves that call
"What are we gonna do?"
The trees are giving up on us
The needle and the thread
Won't stitch us to the branch
And the night, it never ends

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)

If the sun is on its way
Then we will never die
And we'll follow these tracks to the sight
Now the lungs collapse
And the air is getting thin
All breath expired
Is too late to heal?

How long is the night?

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for

I'm falling down
And you're not there to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down.
And you're not here to break my fall

*gives Shugo a box of tissues*

shugo1226 wrote:*sings along*
If we run far away do you think we will ever die?
We'll throw these books in the fire
Can you stop the train
Cause it some delay?
The change machine lied
And it's too late to scream

How long is the night?
It's never over
The ribbon was tied
But the card was never read
The ribbon was crimson
The color of the night

Can you see the handwriting on the walls
And on the autumn leaves that call
"What are we gonna do?"
The trees are giving up on us
The needle and the thread
Won't stitch us to the branch
And the night, it never ends

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)

If the sun is on its way
Then we will never die
And we'll follow these tracks to the sight
Now the lungs collapse
And the air is getting thin
All breath expired
Is too late to heal?

How long is the night?

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for

I'm falling down
And you're not there to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down.
And you're not here to break my fall

*Sits next to, looks at *
Your otays?

Angelic Harmony wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sings along*
If we run far away do you think we will ever die?
We'll throw these books in the fire
Can you stop the train
Cause it some delay?
The change machine lied
And it's too late to scream

How long is the night?
It's never over
The ribbon was tied
But the card was never read
The ribbon was crimson
The color of the night

Can you see the handwriting on the walls
And on the autumn leaves that call
"What are we gonna do?"
The trees are giving up on us
The needle and the thread
Won't stitch us to the branch
And the night, it never ends

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)

If the sun is on its way
Then we will never die
And we'll follow these tracks to the sight
Now the lungs collapse
And the air is getting thin
All breath expired
Is too late to heal?

How long is the night?

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for

I'm falling down
And you're not there to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down.
And you're not here to break my fall

*Sits next to, looks at *
Your otays?

*runs up to crying* no no im not ok and idk when i will be ok again on of my friends died today....

shugo1226 wrote:

Angelic Harmony wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sings along*
If we run far away do you think we will ever die?
We'll throw these books in the fire
Can you stop the train
Cause it some delay?
The change machine lied
And it's too late to scream

How long is the night?
It's never over
The ribbon was tied
But the card was never read
The ribbon was crimson
The color of the night

Can you see the handwriting on the walls
And on the autumn leaves that call
"What are we gonna do?"
The trees are giving up on us
The needle and the thread
Won't stitch us to the branch
And the night, it never ends

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)

If the sun is on its way
Then we will never die
And we'll follow these tracks to the sight
Now the lungs collapse
And the air is getting thin
All breath expired
Is too late to heal?

How long is the night?

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for

I'm falling down
And you're not there to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down.
And you're not here to break my fall

*Sits next to, looks at *
Your otays?

*runs up to crying* no no im not ok and idk when i will be ok again on of my friends died today....

*Hugs*
Hey, it's okay...It'll be fine..I promise..

*sighs*
F*** death...

i still cant believe it ....

*sings*


steps ascend to a loaded gun.
the scent of matches hangs in the air
(a lit one flickers out in a hearbeat).
we don't want to see this:
a flash of light that's letting go
of an empty bullet case,
by the time it hits the ground,
he's out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach

the wolves are closing in.
there's no room left to make amends, but
do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
will burn
in the fire of our regrets
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
it's blood
and it's running down the stairs.

freeze the frame
between the gun shot and the hole it makes.
a spinning bullet hangs in the middle.
there's no way to stop it,
it will surely hit the mark
you can try to understand
but I'm giving up.
giving up.
giving up.
the synapse fires, it's right in time.
I'm giving up.
giving up.
giving up.
this should always stay
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)

the wolves are closing in.
there's no room left to make amends, but
do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
will burn
in the fire of our regrets
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
it's blood
and it's running down the stairs.

I ran down the stairs
and into the garden,
put both my hands into the soil.
in the spring,
you will bloom,
like her heart,
through the blouse,
in the back of the ambulance,
as it turned and turned down the street
(one more turn won't you come back to me?)
as it turned on its red lights,
you were turning into
red roses
red roses
red roses
red roses
but I'm not giving up.

shugo1226 wrote:*sings*


steps ascend to a loaded gun.
the scent of matches hangs in the air
(a lit one flickers out in a hearbeat).
we don't want to see this:
a flash of light that's letting go
of an empty bullet case,
by the time it hits the ground,
he's out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach

the wolves are closing in.
there's no room left to make amends, but
do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
will burn
in the fire of our regrets
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
it's blood
and it's running down the stairs.

freeze the frame
between the gun shot and the hole it makes.
a spinning bullet hangs in the middle.
there's no way to stop it,
it will surely hit the mark
you can try to understand
but I'm giving up.
giving up.
giving up.
the synapse fires, it's right in time.
I'm giving up.
giving up.
giving up.
this should always stay
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)
out of reach. (let go, let go.)

the wolves are closing in.
there's no room left to make amends, but
do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
will burn
in the fire of our regrets
all the time we've wasted,
spent fighting,
it's blood
and it's running down the stairs.

I ran down the stairs
and into the garden,
put both my hands into the soil.
in the spring,
you will bloom,
like her heart,
through the blouse,
in the back of the ambulance,
as it turned and turned down the street
(one more turn won't you come back to me?)
as it turned on its red lights,
you were turning into
red roses
red roses
red roses
red roses
but I'm not giving up.

Hmm, very pretty.

thanks its by thursday its called steps ascending

*sits alone*

Awesome song!
*just looked it up on I-Tunes*

yeha it remindes me of my other friend he shot himself... i still miss him i was a junior in hs when it happened