Lighthouse

Loki wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

Loki wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

Loki wrote:*sit on the ground*

*waves*
Hi Loki,
Long time no see.

yeah,it's true

How are you?

fine ,you?

Depressed.
^_^

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sings*

Never again. I’ll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my
spine. maybe when you find out that I’m dead, you’ll realize what you
did to me. and if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for
me? if I can make myself believe, I’ll give you back what you took
away. no, I won’t let it go. douse myself in gasoline. so don’t save me
when you come into the fire. I’d rather die than have to see your
smile. you made me swear. I can’t sleep. realize all these things that
you took from me. smash my heart into dust. suffocate my mind. tear at
me from inside. smash apart what you created. how can I ever stop you
from crushing my soul? it was yours to begin with.

*starts to tear up*
...
Crap...

*huggs* whats wrong??

*is hugged*
Many things.

Hmm, weird...I feel as if my heart has been broken and as if I have been crying.

thats exactly how i feel i want to scream and cry but it wont come out and i hate that feeling its like im choking

Yeah...

it so sucks ....

Indeed it does.

yup

NejiFan wrote:

Loki wrote:

NejiFan wrote:

Loki wrote:

NejiFan wrote:

Loki wrote:*sit on the ground*

-sits next too-

something happened shu?

nothin happen

sorry
-rubs head-
I was talking to Shugo

sorry too

so whats up?

same like what isay before
nothin

*sings* last song
Until you crash
Until you burn
Until you lie
Until you learn
Until you see
Until you believe
Until you fight
Until you fall
Until the end of everything at all
Until you die
Until you're alive

Don't save me, don't save me, cuz I don't care
Don't save me, don't save me, cuz
I don't care

Until you give
Until you've used
Until you've lost
Until you lose
Until you see, how could you believe?
Until you've lived a thousand times
Until you've seen the other side
This is my chance, this is my chance

Don't save me, don't save me, cuz I don't care
Don't save me, don't save me, cuz
I don't care

Until the truth becomes a lie
Until you change, until you deny
Until you believe

This is my chance, this is my chance
I'll take it now because I can
This is my chance, I want it now

Don't save me, don't save me, cuz I don't care
Don't save me, don't save me, cuz
I don't care

Save me, save me, save me
Save me, save me, save me
I don't care

*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

Shugo,
Dont hold back the tears...it causes horrible pain inside...

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

Shugo,
Dont hold back the tears...it causes horrible pain inside...

....its not lke im trying they wont come out its lke im turning cold....

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

do you really crying?

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

do you really crying?

right now im not .....

*sings*
If we run far away do you think we will ever die?
We'll throw these books in the fire
Can you stop the train
Cause it some delay?
The change machine lied
And it's too late to scream

How long is the night?
It's never over
The ribbon was tied
But the card was never read
The ribbon was crimson
The color of the night

Can you see the handwriting on the walls
And on the autumn leaves that call
"What are we gonna do?"
The trees are giving up on us
The needle and the thread
Won't stitch us to the branch
And the night, it never ends

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)

If the sun is on its way
Then we will never die
And we'll follow these tracks to the sight
Now the lungs collapse
And the air is getting thin
All breath expired
Is too late to heal?

How long is the night?

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for

I'm falling down
And you're not there to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound
I'm falling down.
And you're not here to break my fall

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

Shugo,
Dont hold back the tears...it causes horrible pain inside...

....its not lke im trying they wont come out its lke im turning cold....

...
Stupid tears!

shugo1226 wrote:

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

do you really crying?

right now im not .....

it's ok then..

I feel like hugging something...

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:I feel like hugging something...

im hugging my plushie

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

do you really crying?

right now im not .....

it's ok then..

but i do alot

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:I feel like hugging something...

im hugging my plushie

Lol.

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

Shugo,
Dont hold back the tears...it causes horrible pain inside...

....its not lke im trying they wont come out its lke im turning cold....

...
Stupid tears!

yup

shugo1226 wrote:

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

do you really crying?

right now im not .....

it's ok then..

but i do alot

it's ok too..

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

Shugo,
Dont hold back the tears...it causes horrible pain inside...

....its not lke im trying they wont come out its lke im turning cold....

...
Stupid tears!

yup

DIE!!!

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:

Loki wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:*sits on floor* *looks at ground still holding back tears*

do you really crying?

right now im not .....

it's ok then..

but i do alot

it's ok too..

yeah...

*lays in the sand*
Nya.

.....

shugo1226 wrote:.....

You okay?

Kitty Kat 1379 wrote:

shugo1226 wrote:.....

You okay?

yeah..... im just trying not to...... nvm

*stare to the sky*
. . .
*whistling*