hm

no, it's not my birthday. i don't really tell my birthday even if i'm asked.

although when persistent enough, i tell people it's in january (that's true). but that only.

again, if still persistent, i tell them to guess. from 1-31.

if weirdly, they choose everyday, i say no to all.

and if still stubborn, i give a fake date. different to everyone.

why? i just feel like it. so yeah, it's not today. but i'm gonna have to say that it's very near today. very, very near.

it's also very amusing that people in rl greeted me today too.

that aside, i have work during my birthday. it doesn't matter to me. i'm used to having short hours for sleep. three hours, like that. but being awake for two-three days without a wink. yeah. not cool.

i used to hate napping or sleeping. i thought it wastes my time. now, i would kill for sleep. ironic.

work and school work doesn't blend nicely together.

- i suddenly remembered something.

kns and i was talking about something and we got to the topic that i said i scare people off. she replied with you? in italics. she said then, that she weird out people. true enough. but yeah, i really scare off people. i guess i'm a bit nicer over the internet but i've been told almost always that i'm mean and shit with serious faces. haha. it doesn't bother me though. it's probably because i don't talk either even when someone's talking to me, if i don't feel like it. so yeah.

i know i started this blog with the intention of talking about a topic that wasn't either the two subjects above. ...ah, well.