Possible eviction

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    Lunami
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    Possible eviction

    Post by Lunami

    I've been listening to this song now for... the past 24 hours now, and going. (Lyrics and a link to the one I'm listening to in the spoiler... note, it's depressing) This song is incredibly depressing to me, but I've been impulsively listening to it for this long now.

    During this time, I've done a lot of thinking, a lot more than I would normally do.
    Me thinking = Bad / crazy. They don't call me the Poetic Nightmare for nothing, you know.

    Lately things have just been completely insane. We're already on the verge of losing this house again. If it happens, hello move number 35. Most of my friends are ignoring me, or just could care less to at least say hi. I've already dropped so many, but at this rate, 300 friends will turn into 20, and then 20 into 10, and I don't need this.

    The bills are closing in, and soon, I'm not sure what would happen. We owe so much already. My dad has been without a job in a month, and hopefully, he'll get this one he applied too. He already had a trip to Tex-Arkana, and he could get denied a job there. The only thing keeping it from happening? Simple, his health Dazed He's already had a heart attack, and recently his blood sugar has been spiking. Yeah... such wonderful chances...

    Me? Why aren't I pitching in to help with this? Simple, because I was a high school dropout from all of the moving I did, no one would hire me.... There's a guy down the street, he can't even get a job shoveling horse manure. I have such wonderful chances.

    Overall, things are looking bleak, but we have to hope things are going well. We've already had some family friends volunteer to take us in if things go to us being evicted. So, at least there's a backup. Here's hoping things get better soon!


    Spoiler:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b791LtqEvuc
    It came from somewhere beyond the farthest reaches of the world that we know, like a creature of shadow
    It came to mock us, for we are so naive that we can't comprehend it,
    And truly, we are fragile and small
    I cannot hold onto the truth
    As it slips right through my fingers like a picture that is made of smoke
    I don't know how I will last, because my body is so weak that I may crumble away

    Uninstall, uninstall
    I was told that I am just a single speck of dust
    And cannot be more
    But I do not understand or grasp the true meaning
    Uninstall, uninstall
    I no longer have a choice but to pretend
    I am brave
    For a soldier has to be brave
    Uninstall

    Our unseen thoughts have been growing ever sharper, unbeknownst to us, deep within the subconscious
    But an incling of what has been occuring is revealed to me as
    I hear the restless monsters when I sleep
    Now my heart is empty and numb
    Save for an unrelenting impulse to destroy all things that I can see
    It is born from all of the pain, for I have lost the will to choose the day I'll crumble away

    Uninstall, uninstall
    If there's noone who can take this burden in my place
    Then there's no choice
    But to take my simple life and
    Uninstall, uninstall
    And it makes me want to end it all with my own hands
    Is it wrong?
    Surely it's alright to want to uninstall.

    Uninstall, uninstall
    I was told that I am just a single speck of dust
    And cannot be more
    But I do not understand or grasp the true meaning
    Uninstall, uninstall
    I no longer have a choice but to pretend
    I am brave
    For a soldier has to be brave
    Uninstall
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    Post on Mon Jan 11 2010, 20:20 by Toshii

    oh no! poor luna! D:>
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    Post on Mon Jan 11 2010, 20:48 by azuki_dashi16

    Mmmm! Poor Poe! *hugs to death* T~T
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    Post on Mon Jan 11 2010, 22:40 by amaterasu

    Hang in there Poe.

    Things will get better

    I will pray for you and for your situation to improve

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